`Friday, June 17, 2005;__
life sucks.
rottin at home for the past few days. yes alone!so today finally went out. saw so many west spring students. hur hur. went plaza mac to meet mr gilbert. he treat us to mac. haha. well den chat for v long time. so went o shop for awhile and i boughtcontact lens. got fedup when i was tryin to out tt into my eyes. gad i got v fed up!! after tt went to jon's hse with huiteng, rowenna ivan and weilin. well weilin left after 10 mins. roy send her down. den rowenna left abt half hrs later. so left all the guys ther eplayin mahjong. all sec 2 basketball boys and ah boon?haha coach and liwei? okay wadever.as usual all disiao me & jon. hur hur.. okay so talk to aunty
abt the problems i have. and how stress and all tt.talked abt HIM, tok abt my family, tok abt my studies and yes i shed tears infront of her. i cant be strong i'm too weak to. i wipe them off tryin
to ask myself to be strong but i cant. i'm just too fragile.i wipe off my tears and i tried to act lk nths wrong. and i'm puttin on a smillin face once again. puttin on the mask tt i wear everyday . yep and she understand me! she know how i feel. and she cheer me up. shes jus lk my mum? or much more carin? so had dinner there and den the guys left at arnd 6.45? den i carry on readin LIME and watch some tv and then the whole family send me home.haha. thx alot!!! tml? well goin to work interview or is it tranin tml.
SERIOUSLY I'M HOPING FOR A BETTER TOMORROW EVERYDAY!
too much for me, i cant take it anymore!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:57 PM;__
